_flying without wings_

life…is it about shoes??

life…is it about cupcakes??

life…is it about obsession??

sumtimes, eerie thoughts come into my mind, asking

                  is tomoro the end of the world??
                       when is the earth goin to shatter into pieces??
                            when is my last day on earth??

well, it’s simple…just dun tink about this questions…haih
but things have been going all wrong lately…
it’s all in knots…

but i shall trust in God that he always make a way for me even in the tinniest loophole i can find…

He’s been changing my life lot these days and have led me thru the hardest times…

                                                                               yours till the exams is done,

rude awakening: if u would like to ponder who u r, u should look in the mirror and
                         stare at the shadows.

don’ t look at me if you’re looking for perfection.
             as the stacie orrico’s song sang in my mind, there are million things going around my mind.

- i sumtimes come to find life at its dissapointing moments. i do believe that wishes do come true, so why bother keeping life complicated?
 
                      * when words fail, music definately speaks
_ things that i often ponder about in life is a big issue in my life.
_ but whenever i turn around and take a look closely,
   i find that angels were ALWAYS around me.

they have been my gurdian angel all along
                         all i have to do is to pretend that things like dat were visible

to put an end to life, one must definately have a hard time finding the joy they’ve had.

yes, my mood swings
               but im kinda happy with life now.

                                                                   yours till my angel flies,

im back

              rude awakening: things are in knots sometimes. you just have to think of
                                       a way to untangle them.

being a CHRISTIAN after such a long time, 2007 & 2008 has been just a great blessing in my life. i never really felt the presence of God after such a long time and experience inner healing in myself.

even though sometimes being a leader in afternoon prayer isn’t easy, but it’s been a real blessing that i’m able to lead this bunch of amazing girls.

                " we are one in the bond of love" -is what we would say to one another.

everything that goes around. comes around.

i’ve learnt my lessons.
                                            we even have spiritual sisters in afternoon prayer.
                                                without one another, things were never complete.
                                                     they are like my invisible wings
                                                        they carry me thru hard times.

but i do believe. everything done i all of us is done for a purpose.
here are all my spiritual sis in CF,

janyse-ta jie
rachel- 2nd jie
sinead- 3rd jie
me myself
pei ying- 5th jie
chara- 6th jie
amanda-7th jie
rebecca- 8th jie
everlyn-9th jie
michelle- 10th jie
sue xern- 11th jie
perreshina- 12 lil jie
kuriakos- 13th lil jie
sheryl- 14th lil jie

         

yup. we are all connected to one another.
but we had times when we had fights and misunderstanding too.

                                     

but we are indeed ONE IN THE BOND OF LOVE

                                                         yours till the ice-cream melts,

ok. things got a little rough the last time i had a blog. so i figured that it would be a great start for me if i had start it all over again. ok…now im in form two. not to mention one of the most toughest time to undergo. many ppl have already walked in and out of my life. but only few managed to leave their footprints in my heart.

rude awakening: friends are like blanket. i never knew i need
                            them so much untill i got left in the cold.

but, just for sum introduction.

                  i’ve come to fourteen years now.
                    and i’ve realised that i have lotsa dreams to chase
                       and now it’s time for a new chapter.
                          things have unveiled my eyes.
                             and new experiences helps too.

THANK GOD  that i’m a CHRISTIAN.

- its about having second chances in life too.
- it really gives my life a turn-about
 
anywayz…i can be a little confused about the ways of life and how everything works something. and for me, i need at least a whole year to figure out how complicating life can get. just when i think i have been spanked, ppl keep coming back spanking me harder than before.

i promise that i will definately keep you guys on track .

                                                          yours still my hand types,